Today in my world:
My motto and the motto I always tell me friends Is, “it’s easy to get a guy, but not the guy u want”. And it’s true. I know people, who have crushes on me, but I only like two people and both are already taken... Ahhhh!! O well life moves on, except the fact that I really like them! Well, one of them. The other I think I’m almost over. Is it wrong to flirt with people u would never go out with? I’m not sure yet. Ha-ha but its fun. I think this one person is cute, but I don’t think I would ever go out with him… “it’s easy to get a guy, but hard to get the one u want!” well, sometimes those lucky people get the one they want, or they just get a sudden stream of luck. Once I had the person I wanted, but too soon it ended... to me it felt like 3 weeks at the most but really it was 3 months... I thought we had something great, he thought so too, but then other people got in the way, with rumors that got to me, and other girls flirt, it was just too much. Know he is on girlfriend’s number 3 after me, and I hate to say it, but it bugs me. I know I should fall for someone like that, it might just be the lust, or the jealousy talking but, I can’t help it... you know? Ell when I see him and me and him stare into each other’s eyes, I see sadness, it might just be because I want him to be sad, or because he truly is sad. Online he always puts that he’s depressed and sad, I wish I could cheer him up, but he’s not mine no more. He won’t even talk to me. He hasn’t even said one thing to me since we broke up… it makes me think “what did I do!!!” the thing is, i dint do anything. it was his mistake for breaking up with me, and i think he knows it. oh well, ill be seeing him and all his exes for the next 4 years, which they all hate me, i think. ahhhh!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
IN MY WORLD:
Today I’m going to talk about one of my best friends. Her name is “airhead buddy”. First off, she got her nick name because me and her went to her brothers baseball game, I think it was a Friday. But anyways me and her went up to the candy counter. I ordered an airhead. I love airheads!!! Well like a couple minutes later I finished it so I ordered another, and another and another. So now the candy counter guy calls me airhead. Well “airhead buddy” thinks he is pretty cute. We later found out that he is also the umpire of some of the games, so now we call him “umpire”. A couple weeks later “airhead buddy” was working at the candy counter with him, without me. And she had to write him a check or something. She then found out what him name is, It starts with an “A”. We still call him “umpire” but whatever. Well now she is trying to get his number. I say that she should go up to him and either A.) Ask him for his number …or…
B.) just hand him her number saying “call me <3” on it or something cute like that
But she’s too shy, she wants me to go up to him and give him her number, I would do it for her but she needs to learn not to be so shy. Sorry “airhead buddy” u knows I will always love you.
But anyways, back to me and “the guy who keeps on flirting”. He still flirts but not as much anymore, today during one of our classes together he was dancing in a circle around me saying how he is going out with “an amazing girl;” why would he say that too me?! He knows that I like him, I think he’s trying to see what I would do. Or he’s trying to make me jealous, either way it makes me mad and a little sad. Some of my friends even asked me “what’s wrong” whenever I walk into the locker room. But then! After school me and him had a moment, we always have a little moment that lets me know that he still likes me. I was talking to him after school,alone, just me and him. And we were stilling there talking and laughing. No he didn't hug me goodbye cause me and his new girlfriend used to be the best of friends. We still are. I don’t hate her, its just me and her don’t have any of the same classes so our friendship slowly disappeared. Well that’s all for toady in.. MY WORLD
IN THE REAL WORLD:
another one of my friends is a total computer person and said that it would be good to write about me take on where i stand on political things, as well as talk about my life. well today I'm going to talk about... GAY MARRIAGES!! i vote NO on prop 8, which means i think that people of the same sex should be able to get married. to me, but saying that they can get married, doesn't mean that your telling your family to get married in the same sex. its just letting those who are a little different be able to be happy and married to who ever you want. lets just say that you feel in love with the most perfect person, someone who understands you, talks to you, lesson's to you. someone who is there for you when ever you need them. your so in love with this person that you decide you wanna marry them, but OH NO!!! You cant marry them because you are of the same gender. does it really make a difference that they are of the same gender? no, it really doesn't if they are happy and are willing to let others know. some people go in hiding about their love life, because they are afraid that they will be made fun of. why should they feel that way if they are truly happy about being gay or lesbian? the people that are "stepping out of the closet" are some of the bravest people because they know that some people out there will make fun of them. its sad because they are in love with someone and they are getting their rites taken away like that. they are human beings, aren't they? why should they have the right to marry the ones they love just like we do. if u do say say that same sex couples should get married your not saying that your future kids will be gay, or that you are gay, its just saying that you believe that they should follow the right to be happy with who they are and who the marry. so..... VOTE NO ON PROP 8!!! :))
Today I’m going to talk about one of my best friends. Her name is “airhead buddy”. First off, she got her nick name because me and her went to her brothers baseball game, I think it was a Friday. But anyways me and her went up to the candy counter. I ordered an airhead. I love airheads!!! Well like a couple minutes later I finished it so I ordered another, and another and another. So now the candy counter guy calls me airhead. Well “airhead buddy” thinks he is pretty cute. We later found out that he is also the umpire of some of the games, so now we call him “umpire”. A couple weeks later “airhead buddy” was working at the candy counter with him, without me. And she had to write him a check or something. She then found out what him name is, It starts with an “A”. We still call him “umpire” but whatever. Well now she is trying to get his number. I say that she should go up to him and either A.) Ask him for his number …or…
B.) just hand him her number saying “call me <3” on it or something cute like that
But she’s too shy, she wants me to go up to him and give him her number, I would do it for her but she needs to learn not to be so shy. Sorry “airhead buddy” u knows I will always love you.
But anyways, back to me and “the guy who keeps on flirting”. He still flirts but not as much anymore, today during one of our classes together he was dancing in a circle around me saying how he is going out with “an amazing girl;” why would he say that too me?! He knows that I like him, I think he’s trying to see what I would do. Or he’s trying to make me jealous, either way it makes me mad and a little sad. Some of my friends even asked me “what’s wrong” whenever I walk into the locker room. But then! After school me and him had a moment, we always have a little moment that lets me know that he still likes me. I was talking to him after school,alone, just me and him. And we were stilling there talking and laughing. No he didn't hug me goodbye cause me and his new girlfriend used to be the best of friends. We still are. I don’t hate her, its just me and her don’t have any of the same classes so our friendship slowly disappeared. Well that’s all for toady in.. MY WORLD
IN THE REAL WORLD:
another one of my friends is a total computer person and said that it would be good to write about me take on where i stand on political things, as well as talk about my life. well today I'm going to talk about... GAY MARRIAGES!! i vote NO on prop 8, which means i think that people of the same sex should be able to get married. to me, but saying that they can get married, doesn't mean that your telling your family to get married in the same sex. its just letting those who are a little different be able to be happy and married to who ever you want. lets just say that you feel in love with the most perfect person, someone who understands you, talks to you, lesson's to you. someone who is there for you when ever you need them. your so in love with this person that you decide you wanna marry them, but OH NO!!! You cant marry them because you are of the same gender. does it really make a difference that they are of the same gender? no, it really doesn't if they are happy and are willing to let others know. some people go in hiding about their love life, because they are afraid that they will be made fun of. why should they feel that way if they are truly happy about being gay or lesbian? the people that are "stepping out of the closet" are some of the bravest people because they know that some people out there will make fun of them. its sad because they are in love with someone and they are getting their rites taken away like that. they are human beings, aren't they? why should they have the right to marry the ones they love just like we do. if u do say say that same sex couples should get married your not saying that your future kids will be gay, or that you are gay, its just saying that you believe that they should follow the right to be happy with who they are and who the marry. so..... VOTE NO ON PROP 8!!! :))
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
A lot of my friends have never had a boyfriend or “aren’t interested” yet, whatever. And the other half of my friends are WAY experienced… I mean to the extreme! Well each day here I will talk about my friends and my relationship with each one, some more than others. So here we go!
The guy that keeps on flirting:
But whatever, so all 7th grade I never cared about him, like he was no big deal. But now I’m in 8th grade and it started all over again. Me and him text a lot and talk on the phone. I know he likes me and he knows I like him. So why doesn’t he ask me out!? I don’t know...well actually he’s embarrassed.
Me and him are in completely different social groups, I’m not what his friends hang with. So if he went out with me he would get “teased” in a fun way. Anyways, during P.E. me and him hang out and talk a lot! Me and him kind of hold hands, he holds me and hugs me but still, no dating me. It bugs me, I’m getting like mixed signals.
So after today me and him are walking back to the locker rooms all happy and cheery and cute. Some people think that we are dating because of how we act during that class period, but know... not yet anyways. So when I’m cold he lets me wear his jacket, just like a boyfriend would. Ahhh he drives me mad.
So anyways, I come home after school, happy that me and him were like flirting a lot. I see that he is logged on to a website so I private chat with him... he says “yayyyyy I’m single again!!!” me: “why? what happened? And why are you happy” him: “idk ha-ha, wood u be mad if I asked out (******)? Honestly?” ummm... of course!!!!!! Well I said: “nah its fine…” him: “okay can u tell her that? I don’t want to ruin your guy’s friendship” so I tell her and now they are going out.
Great, what a day, what was up with all the flirting and love? O well, he still has feelings for me. Why do we teenagers care about what other people think?! I know I care, even though I’m always saying for people not to care. I guess it comes to show that who people hangout with really does make an impact on our lives.
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